Love Your Life; Change.

Love Your Life.

But how? This question is always instilled in my head.my brain.my mind. How will you love a life that's not dealing with your own interests? A life that's totally ruining all of your choices. A life that's wreckening all the possible options for the better of your living. An existence full of difficulties, confusions, misforutnes that therefore concludes an exasperating failure.

I've been running my life like this. Full of failure and annoyance. If not failure, still I can't get any accomplishments, instead shortcomings is what I obtain(still failure it may seem). Dealing with it never did any sense. And thus, everytime I endeavor for better consequences, success tends to run away from me. Even just those little chances, they still run away from me. It seems like I've been predestined to have this kind of life. Then, it has been my belief, my conviction, I'm pretty sure, I'll never achieve anymore.

But one day, this girl said " Love Your Life". I wondered and reflected. Then, I saw it in my mind's eyes. I visualized and imagined. How good it would be loving your own life. Loving your life will bring no dissapointments and dissatisfactions. Instead it might let you see the things you have to change. And with these changes,you'll have the guts and with the challanges you defy and all the problems you confront, you could say, yeah! It's gonna be good taking the responsibility of doing these things instead of just sitting out there in the corner, waiting till it's gonna be 12:00 am=)hehe. I've learned a lot from her though we just have a little time of discussion about life. She inspired me. Dump motivation in me. I don't know why I recognized her words and accepted it. I'm not that kind of guy. I've been living life with no encouragements. No acceptance of idea. Beacause I don't want instant change, I want to make up things with the way i want to. But well, as long as these changes do good, I'll reconsider.

You know, open up your mind. Thus, opening it would rather take you from the baskets of garbage and turn you into a great career man someday. And understand the meaning of life! It's better to love your life whatever it will be than to hate it and make no sense of your existence. Because someday, you could think of your claptrap life and somehow you can recreate it!

MBS2, I'M ON MY WAY!

MINDANAWAN, PAMINAWON INTAWON: Blogging the Mindanao Consciousness.


Yeah! I'm not familiar with this but my heart can't stop its fast beating. How come? I'm too intense man. I'm hustling real good just to cope up with this. Wanna pass the cut for the 100-perosn limit for the MBS2. First, it will be held at GenSan. Yeah, City where later, Robinsons and SM will surely be born. I'm proud of it. Much proud when i heard about MBS2 doing the conference here. Yeah! Gensan Rocks!



I hope joining the conference would improve my skills and have the best out of me. Meet new individuals which i expect, i could make friends to, and also could help me be one of the best here.. So, i hope it's not too late for me to pass for the requirements. Hope i could make it. yeah! MBS2 rocks. You own!

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What's Next?

How will everybody satisfy theirselves if they do things in the way it should never be done?

Every now and then, eventhough not intending to lose them, I always end up with nothing in my hands. If I don't lose them, It's always set on my mind that it was misplaced, I misplaced it, left unsettled. Yeah, directly proportional!

Am I negligent? or am I just being myself? Anyway, whatever you choose there still reflects by me. If you would ever consult a thesaurus nor a dictionary or whatever that's artificially built from my personality, those two would mean the same though. To abridge it, I'll say i have been too negligent, carefree all these days. How bad(self-pity):(

I have been loosing my things since my 3rd year. And keeps on doing the same on my senior year. I don't have any motive on doing these, one thing's for sure, to waste my parent's earnings. It's been frustraing for me but what can i do? This is me. Everytime i plan for something right and fit, it still ends up a big F in the end. FAILURE!

I keep on giving up my things to others as if they're their property. I didn't mind what would happen to my stuffs if i would let them borrow it. What's in my mind is i did good because I've been generous and i impressed them. But days go by and start realizing what i thought was good could turn worse,and even worst. They start to borrow time after time that i couldn't find time to use it for myself anymore. They're always on it. I felt the pressure. What if i would not let them borrow? They would get mad at me. That's what i always think and i can't change my image anymore cause if i do, it would ruin everything.whew!

One day, my mother wondered why am i not using my gadgets at home. You know, as a son, if they have their stuffs on their friends, they would really deny it. So, i denied and denied, refused to tell the truth. Days grew shorter and my mother totally doubted on me so she frankly spoke. What else can i do? So, i told the truth. As ussual, got a freakish voice from inside her mouth. She told me i have to get all of those things as soon as possible or else! So i did.

I have to get my dvd, my watch, and my mp3 back. Fortunately i got them back. However, still, it did not change the kind of personality i have. Until now, i keep on losing and misplacing my things. I really don't know what to do to mutate myself. To change the way i am. To be the worthy me. I know i would never be the same as what i always see for myself in an instant but one thing's for sure, i know i could BE, i could handle things and minimize all the mistakes if i just trust myself. Then i would have my A-game..

However, even if these changes try to fill the void in me, i could never escape from the past and i'll have to carry my habit in my genes as long as I live:)

Just last month, i again misplaced my towel and almost lost my sister's umbrella, Hmm, i wonder, What's next?

Thy Royal's First

Success. yeah.wohoo!

I had my 1st post just now. At last. After a month of silence.atlast, something has been added here in my flawless blog.yeh baby yeh. courtesy of meh. a little less proud of my feat. Needs much more to improve. But......

I was absorbed of what i have done. I'm doing english here man. I can't believe my very eyes.weee/ Scribbling in english differs from that of doing the tagalog. yeh,differs very much. state house in tagalog. It's bahay. Whek. Now you see? it affects the whole system.char. Just showing up some sense of tumor! Yeah, cancer of the brain. Tumor! Hays. It's humor.sorry for the nonsense convenience.waaa. Nonsense 1st-post. DUh!

Anyway, I had not so much fun with this. it's so boring here. The atmosphere.the ambience.its aura.ewww. Yucky.haha. Just kidding. I love doing my freaky insights here. My 1st time but it seems like my last time. How about that?it seems like i,myself is not walking on earth. Maybe doing the moves in the dense Ayer! I really am an insane,i think.how about you?what do you think? weeeee.i'm just too intense too be here.that's why I cracked up,really was burned. Stupidity took over me. Malicious.haha

.Hooosh. Got to end up here. Much has been said.and less made sense. ooooeeee. Looking forward of posting again. see yah next time folks! ~^)